Totus mundus agit histrionem

Today i just want to stay in my bed. I have a headache, cant wear my glasses, and that cough still wont go away. sometimes i wonder if the strenght of my headache and the inability to see well are anything comparied to being hungover? never having touched liqior i wouldnt know. nor will i ever. Ive seen to many people ruin their lives by drinking, and that hurts to see just as bad as it hurts to do. you dont even have to live close or see each other to watch them suffer. and the only thing i can do is hope they figure things out in time. masks are an interesting occurance with the people of or day they seem to think that if they hid behind them people will like them but what people fail to realize is that other can see right through their masks most choose to ignore the facts because they dont want to get messed up with other problems they have enough to worry about with their own. not me i take their problems on readily and love every minute of it all the good times and all the bad times to really get to know some both the good and the bad is to love them completely and in turn find yourself. people are connected more fully then anyone relizes to shut yourself off from everyonf you become miserable to open up to people you find them and yourself and can be a happier person even though your going to find skeletons in some closets it well worth it in the end. making friends that way you may not have many but the ones you do you'll have forever even if you drift apart at times its so easy to come back. I love you all. later