Fears

I am afraid to let people see or read my poetry. and afraid of snakes. and walking around late at night alone. afraid of living alone. of dying alone. of letting people see all of me and having them decided that im not good enough for them. mostly i just dont tell people ive written anything. go around snakes or just act as though they dont bother me. walk around my backyard only or take a group of friends. live with my parents. hide the worst things or make sure i only tell people who have done things worse than me. unfortunatly the dying one eludes me. i dont make fun of others fear or dont intentionally. and i never look down on someone who has done something worse than i have because ive decided to keep in mind that people make mistakes and theres really not much we can do to stop others from making mistakes so we should love them in spite of their inperfections. maybe one day i'll post a poem of mine, we'll see. ive got to get over having people see a little more into me by my poetry this really is about working up the courage to do it. well thats about it. love you all.

P.S. Unreal, yes sean connery is hot, plus he has that accent that can make any girl whatever her age to go weak at the knees. and just for your info being called kar is something only a few have gotten away with. its Karli. later